New Year 2005

What a way to start a brand new year. 2004 was such a catastrophic year that we mourn nearly every forth month to a death star or some disaster like 26th Dec. I believed every generation would have something to remember as how our grand parents remembered the opium war which brought some migrations of Chinese to Malaysia and how our parents remembered MAY 16 incident which witnessed massive destruction of racism between our political parties. One more to our shelves of historical record death toll of 130,000 victims as this is being blogged.

What I have donated doesn't seem right at this moment, It seems I must donate my whole life to this tragedy. Mere hundreds seems puny compared to what it will take to rebuild civilizations. Most times I would donate randomly to needy and feel that I have made the world a better living place, but after donating, I feel the strong urge to do more, maybe travel to Acheh or Sri Lanka to offer my hands and my ears to them. Is an Ugly feeling I can't over come by sitting here enjoying luxury such as having 2 to 3 meals a day, a pack of ciggie and some fresh water to drink.

The new year party at Shaolin's Crib was fantastic. Everyone was enjoying themselves and I managed, as usual to get myself totally intoxicated that I attempted to lift that bloody 6'2 Congo silverback gorilla failed. Thus cutting my left eye brow slightly. I was treated with immediate antiseptic. Something I fear those victims might not have the pleasure of recuperating with.

2004 was defitnately a BAD year for some if not ALL. Whatever it may be trying to explain to us, I am sure it would leave some impact that not all lives are as protected by any gods as we once know. Expect the unexpected is always the key surviving elements.

Once again, I wish everyone here to donate something, I am sure you can cut back on some ciggie and maybe some party spare cash to help them. Imagine this, the country is closer to you than you might think.

Have a good year ahead.